Thursday, 2 July 2026

Main Vaapas Aaunga - Movie Review

Imtiaz Ali's most recent directorial venture, Main Wapas Aaunga, is about 95-year-old Ishar Singh Grewal, who has just suffered a stroke with a brain hemorrhage and is slowly slipping into dementia. While his entire family is waiting for the news of his last breath, he is refusing to go because he had once made a promise that he would return, and he is not going to leave until he keeps that promise.

To whom did he make that promise? Is it to the love of his life, Jiya, aka Afsana, brilliantly portrayed by Sharvari? Or is it to his homeland, Sargodha, which is now in Pakistan?

The story takes us back to the time before Independence, when our country was still undivided and ruled by the British. We are told that Independence is around the corner, and so is the Partition. The people are assured that they don't have to take sides, that they won't be forced to shift, and that they can continue living where they are.

The starry-eyed Ishar, who is affectionately called Keemu, decides that he will stay put because that is where his home is, and that is where his world is. However, life takes its own turns, and he is eventually forced to move away from both his home and his world.

Since then, Ishar Singh Grewal has lived a very tormenting and unsettling life. He has made a success of himself in terms of accumulating wealth and establishing a business empire. However, in the eyes of his own children, he is a loveless and heartless man. In his own eyes, he is a failure—somebody who couldn't keep his promise, somebody who has lost most of his family members.

His grandchild, Nirvair, played by Diljit Dosanjh, tries to understand what his delirious grandfather is trying to convey and becomes intrigued by the tale of his grandfather.

In a nutshell, this is the story. This is an incoherent story of a delirious, ailing man—and what his grandchild understands from it.

The wonderful editing by Aarti Bajaj cuts seamlessly between the present and the past. In the same delirious, confusing manner, Ishar Singh Grewal talks about Martians, Russia, and even Mexico. It all feels very incoherent, yet the moment we are shown why he says those things through snippets from the past, everything makes sense.

The portrayal is so brilliant that Naseeruddin Shah gives so much life to a character who is dying. We empathize with him, and it makes us wonder about all the elderly people around us and the kind of lives they must have lived. Because to us, they have always been these elders, these strict parents, or aloof grandparents. But they had a life too, and life has made them who they are today. That realization hits really hard.

This movie also starts as a love story between Ishar Singh Grewal, that is Keemu, and Jiya. Jiya, brilliantly portrayed by Sharvari, is definitely a refreshing personality on screen. She is charming and bubbly, though she is always anxious about the future, and constantly fears that Kimu is going to leave her. Yet, she remains spirited.

Keemu, played wonderfully by Vedang Raina, on the other hand, is completely lovestruck and awstruck at the knowledge that the love of his loved him back. He is a romantic who writes poems and day dreams.  At the same time, he is deeply unsettled about the future. He is always disturbed, and he says that is what love makes people become.

So while this love story is, of course, the baseline of the film, that's not all. There is another parallel love story that is equally important and equally heartbreaking—a love for one's homeland.

The film questions what home is, what a homeland truly means, and what it means to be a refugee. It talks about generational trauma and how it can ruin not just one generation, but several generations that follow. The story is moving. It gives us a glimpse of what must have happened during Partition. We have always been told stories of Independence, but we are rarely told the stories of Partition and of people who were forced to leave their hometowns, their identities, and start afresh. This little snippet of history is depicted with a generous dose of violence—or should I simply call it realism - shakes us and shatters us just as much as the separation of Keemu and Jiya does.

In a way, this story is presented in the style Imtiaz Ali is known for—very Love Aaj Kal-esque. The only difference is that the love story of the present isn't explored with the same depth as the love story of the past. Diljit Dosanjh's character has a girlfriend, and their relationship is depicted at a very surface level. There are meaningful scenes between them, but something about the portrayal, or perhaps the fleeting way in which it is presented, makes it feel superficial. Or was that intentional? Because perhaps the point is that today's relationships are superficial, and people have become increasingly commitment-phobic.

It is interesting to see another parallel. On one hand, there is a dying 95-year-old man who regrets that he couldn't keep a promise and couldn't stay in his homeland. On the other hand, his grandchild is unable to make a promise at all. He is so restless that he keeps changing jobs, homes, and even the countries he works in.

Overall, this is not a movie that can simply be watched once and either appreciated or criticised. This is a film that I am sure will grow with time, with every rewatch. Because this is not just a movie—it is an emotion, conveyed with so much conviction that it completely moves us. It makes us wonder: was this movie really made in our times? Because it feels so precious and pristine. 

A.R. Rahman's music only adds to the magic of this film. It is so beautiful that, at times, it feels like a soothing lullaby. There is so much silence in the background that it becomes enough. At the same time, there is such soulful music that it somehow still doesn't feel like enough.

This movie is a poem on screen. The cinematography by Sylvester Fonseca presents the past with a touching vibrancy. Every frame carries warmth, nostalgia, and pain in equal measure.

Overall, this is a movie that must be watched and experienced in theatres, and then experienced several more times once it releases on OTT.

I see a lot of criticism for this movie from reviewers. Honestly, I don't know what they watched or why they are saying what they are saying, because this is one of a kind—and the kind that deserves to be celebrated.

Wednesday, 18 February 2026

Metro Rides and Reads

I have been a regular commuter on Namma Metro, Bengaluru for a while now. Most of my journeys last at least 40 minutes, one way. In fact, I look forward to them even if I had to stand cramped up during the entire journey. After all, it gives me uninterrupted reading time! Despite the crowd around, I let myself be immersed into the world of the characters. I have laughed and cried during such times, unmindful of my surroundings and the discomfort and the distance. Of course, some books have made me yawn and feel bored. If I am lucky and seated, I have even succumbed to a blissful nap. All of this and more only made my metro journeys eventful. Kindle and me, that’s how it has been. In fact, I have reached a point where I can’t step out of the house without my kindle.

During the initial days when this was far from being the habit that it is now, I was the only one reading. In those rare instances when I look up and observe my fellow passengers, I see them mostly immersed in their phones, some doomscrolling with the music changing every few seconds. Many watching K-Dramas, which makes me wonder how incredulously these series have become a part of many people’s daily lives. Some middle-aged women would be watching regional serials too. I also see students studying, flipping pages and memorizing. Especially in the mornings. There will be some napping and some talking on phones. Of course, Bangalore being Bangalore, sometimes I see people working on laptops, even attending meetings!  I absorb these scenes like a sponge while still being focused on my fictional world.

I have read while waiting for metro. I have even read while walking along the platform because the book is simply unputdownable. Often, I have felt like an outlier, “a nerd”. Absorbed in books while the world around me was engrossed in phone.

When I was in Japan, I noticed that almost everyone was reading a physical book in the metro. People usually don’t talk and the silence within the metro helps us to focus. This was eight years ago and they inspired me to carry a book wherever I go. And also wish that I find more readers around me.

But that’s a thing of past now. I hope.

Today, I saw three girls reading books; physical books, mind you. One was reading Thursday Murder Club. Another one was reading The Vegetarian. And the third one was reading The Palace of Illusions. These three were in the same compartment as me and I felt glad for them. Well, glad for me also. I wasn’t alone anymore in the magical world of books. In fact, I felt a little ashamed to be reading an e-book. But that’s just me. Substance over form matters. These three girls even inspired me to let my thoughts flow along the rhythmic tapping of my laptop keys.

I recently read an article that the number of readers in India is a lot less compared to the population. It was cited that people don’t have time for such luxurious recreation while they are struggling to make ends meet. But then, what could be more soothi/ng than a world of fiction that could guarantee an escape ticket from harsh reality? It could also show us the suffering is universal, hope is inevitable and wishful thinking is a way of life.

I am already looking forward to finding more readers in my metro ride back home.

PS: I was reading Pachinko 😊

PPS: I have read the books that those girls were reading :P


Wednesday, 4 February 2026

The Mighty Speck!

What a speck life is -

Buried beneath ego and judgements,

Spent on dreams and regrets.

Neglecting the bliss of the present.

Selfish deeds rule.

Empathy often shooed away.

What a speck life is –

Wearing a mask of infinity!

 

Monday, 3 November 2025

Now!

It's ok to cry
Don't ask why
Just cry
Now. 

It's ok to shut
Don't say but 
Just shut
Now. 

It's ok to end
Don't await amend
Just end
Now. 

Yes, now
Don't wonder how
Just now
Now.

Wow!
'Cz today's now is tomorrow's then
If not now, when?
It's now!

Sunday, 26 October 2025

Fourteen Years as Locomente

All through the day today,  I thought about what to write on this blog anniversary.  Fourteen years sounded overwhelming to me. In fact, this is one of the longest connections in my life - my alter ego. 
Locomente has brought several changes in my life. Or rather brought more perspectives and urged me to look at things more vividly. It has nudged me to be more present when I watch a movie or read a book so that I could come back and write a more meaningful review.  It has taught me the joy of writing haiku and micro fiction; yes - so much can be said with so less. 
As i write less and less these days in my blog, i also know that doesn't mean I don't do less of any of these things.  Maybe I am just not posting enough. 
I have trying to reinvent Locomente. This process has been going on for a while and I am sure that this is going to be lifelong endeavor. Someday I might just find the true potential of Locomente. I am very hopeful of that.  In fact I am relentlessly waiting for that day as I continue to be present and mindful. Well, those are the key thing that Locomente has taught me. My precious learnings. I am truly glad for that.  
Also grateful for everyone who have been part of this journey.  All of you count in shaping Locomente over all these years.  Meanwhile I will strive to hold on to the childish curiosity and zeal that Locomente symbolises to me. 
Happy birthday Locomente!
The craziest mind i have ever known... ! 
(Gladly so)
Miles to go before I sleep...