A four letter word called ANNA

I don't think I am a loser…

I am not unhappy either…
Life has taught me to be happy and be contained with what I have…
It has also taught me to be determined enough to get hold of what i want…

But there is this four letter word called ANNA…
If I get an opportunity I would rather ask for Anna…
that four letter word called ANNA can do wonders to me…
I pine for an older brother…

Why don't I have one??
May be because God wanted to play that role..
May be because I was destined to be a loner…

Of course…
My parents have never made me feel the absence of a sibling…
Not even of a friend to be precise…

But still…
A four letter word called ANNA is something i miss…

If i was born poor, I could have worked hard and become rich.
But, here I am…
Born alone…!!!

If I had someone to call with that four letter word called ANNA…
Life would have been different…

I could have gone for movies at night…
Could have fought for a TV remote to watch MY favorite show…
Could have spied around (teasingly) to check if he smokes or drinks or has a love life!!!

A four letter word called ANNA…
There would have been someone to comment upon the way I look (and the way I should look too!!)
There would have been additional pocket money…
There would have been jealousy factor when he comes to know that that there is another MAN in my life…
During teenage, guys would not dare to tease me because they would be so scared of my brother!!!

There would have been celebrations on Rakshabhandhan…
There would have been more gifts on my birthdays…
There would have been more memories…
There would have been more tears of joy….

Life would have been different…
Simple…
Interesting…
Fun…

A four letter word called ANNA…
How much I miss you…

If u were around, I am not so sure if you would have left me sit in front of computer for such a long time…
You would have fought with me badly so that you can play computer games or watch movies…

Oh common….
I dont know…
Because….
I have not practically applied that four letter word called ANNA!!!

All the li’l sisters ought there…
A four letter word called ANNA means a lot in life…
Only those who dont have happen to realise that though…!!!!!

Miss you Anna…
And I love you loads!!!

How much I wish that A four letter word called ANNA was there around me to read this to the least!!!!

Note:
Anna means older brother in Tamil