28th
December, 2012
It
was very late when Suraj came back home. Usually, he comes back early on
Fridays. But, today it was different. But he looked full of energy which
startled me.
“Guess
what Shraddha, on New Year eve we will be partying all the night at The Ritz”,
he tossed the tickets at me and opened his arms wide. I ran towards him like a
puppy to hug him tight.
“So,
when does the fancy dress competition begin?” he kissed on my forehead and asked
with sarcasm. I have a strange habit of trying out all the possible dresses I
could wear for a party before choosing one. And Suraj would be left with no
option but to choose the best among the best. Once he admitted that he enjoys
the crazy ordeal I follow, though he teases me every time.
It
was our first new year since wedding and fifteenth since we knew each other. Suraj
was my childhood friend and nobody was amazed when love bloomed and marriage
happened. Suraj is a little over six foot. He has an athletic body and jet
black hair. His eyes are black too and his boyish charm always ensured that I
fell in love with him again and again.
But
soon after marriage Suraj declared, “I am a married man now. I need to look
matured and responsible”. Since then Suraj maintained stubble and I used to
ramble against it.
“For
heaven’s sake, I don’t need a husband whose charm is buried under that stupid
stubble “, I would yell. At times, I would say, “Everybody is asking me if you
are unhappy. They think that men grow
stubble when they feel depressed.” Else I would flirtatiously say, “Hey, don’t
you dare to cuddle me. You don’t remotely relate to Suraj. And I cannot betray
my first love”.
In
return to all these and many other remarks that I make, Suraj would hug me
tight and run his cheeks over mine. I would scream in return and he would laugh
like a moron.
And
he did the same when I hugged him seeing the tickets for the party. “Suraj, I
think we have to celebrate the New Year eve at home.”
“Come
on Shraddha, our friends are coming and it would be real fun. And this would be
perfect. We can party all night without any fear; after all we are the man and wife”,
he said it in a serious tone and pecked on my cheeks.
“Uf!
But I would prefer to party with a boyfriend who would be an object of envy
among my friends compared to partying with a boring husband”, I said playfully.
“Come
on Shraddha, act like a matured wife. Don’t behave like a teenage girlfriend.
Now check if you have any nice dress. Else we may go for shopping tomorrow”, he
said. This time he kissed my neck.
Releasing
myself from his grip, I looked down on the floor and said,
"Nahi ji, I cannot come. I get scared of crowd. And Mamma has asked me not to get drunk. Besides, my teachers have warned that passive smoking is also injurious to health.”
"Nahi ji, I cannot come. I get scared of crowd. And Mamma has asked me not to get drunk. Besides, my teachers have warned that passive smoking is also injurious to health.”
By
the time my drama was over, Suraj ran his brittle stubble over my cheeks and
let out along sigh of helplessness.
31st
December, 2012
“Shraddha,
don’t tell me that you are not attending the party”, Suraj started. It was
afternoon and we both had taken off from our work. Suraj looked totally
disturbed and I sat there staring at him blankly.
He
continued, “You can get drunk as much as you want. Until you go thalli. I will not stop you. And I will
stay controlled so that I could drive you safely back home. What say?” He got
stony silence in response.
He
continued to give umpteen reasons to convince why I should go for the party.
“Shraddha, we have time. We may also shop some cool dress for you.” I know I am
a shopaholic, but I had a greater cause. I didn’t want to get gorgeously
dressed up to go out with someone who looked ages older than I am.
“No
Suraj, let me act as a good wife. A good wife stays at home… Makes dinner and
awaits her drunken husband come home. What to do, I am an unfortunate wife, not
a happening girlfriend.”
Suraj
effortlessly decoded the pun that was intentionally thrown on him. I tried to
pour more accusations. But, he grabbed me and kissed me hard. Then, he rubbed
his rough cheeks over mine. That nasty stubble irritated me and I shrilled at
the pitch of my voice.
“We
are done Shraddha. This is the end”, he yelled back at me and stormed to our
bedroom. I heard the door being banged and I was left alone in the hall,
confused. Suraj is a very sweet tempered person and he knows me too well to
take me seriously. Yet, his behavior bothered me. I tried to open the door.
But, it was locked. So I knocked, but there was no response. A few minutes
passed and Suraj’s silence started to bother me. A droplet of tear escaped my
eyes when he emerged from inside the room and hugged me. Then, he rubbed his cheeks
over mine as if wiping those hot tears that had escaped my eyes. At that time,
I felt a long forgotten softness. And, the smell that lingered around reminded
me of all those good old days.
“So,
can you get ready at least now, my love?” He asked with childish innocence.
“I
may have to seek the permission of my husband”, I said and winked. “Come on
Shraddha, why are you bothered about that old man with stubble. Here I am… All
yours…” He said extending his arms and I hugged him tight.
He
then asked, “Now please tell me if you can be my dance partner at the party?”
I
said, “Partner? Sure, not only in the party, but all through my life!”
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