He is still watching...

I asked for happiness

He gave me melancholy

I asked for colorful dreams

He gave me blurred life

I asked for mellow rays

He gave me hot blazing sunrays

I asked for tears of joy

He gave me tears of grief

Why? I asked him

He flashed a simple smile

May be he is making me strong

Or is this my destiny, I wondered

I feel like giving up at times

I don’t see any reason to go on

But I am not a loser, my mind argues

And I strive harder to be keep going on

Then I err; there I fall

I lose my confidence

In darkness, I hunt for the lost determination

I ponder deep within

Can I reinvent myself, I introspect

Good old days cannot be gone forever

Where has the optimism vanished, I ponder

I sigh and then smile believing that He is still watching…

As a part of One single Impression