here she sat, like a bundle of wreck. She felt pathetic and was going through a roller-coaster of emotions.
Why? For what joy?
She wanted to face the reality; the reality that he had left. But tears flowed. It made her week at feet.
But she pledged to herself that she will not give up. She told herself that she may fumble, but would never allow herself to lay crumple.
Here determination reached new heights when she realized that he abandoned her for new reason. And also for the simple reason that she still loved herself as much as loved him!