Wednesday, 24 September 2014

Please Don't...

Oh please…
Don’t look at me like that.
Your eyes are pouring unbound love.
I can see it pleading and I want to hug you before those precious pearls escape your dove-eyes.
I want to say that I am sorry for everything I have done and I wish to kiss on your forehead.
I can hear your heart confessing that you still miss me and that you still love me.
I know that you always will.
I want to tell you that I love you too.
I want to step into your life and battle all the melancholy away.
I want to reconcile and rectify.
Believe me, I really want to.
I really want to look into your eyes and grow old by holding your hands.
I want you, my love.
Forever and ever.
But, I really don’t know why I am scared and what I am scared of.
May be I am scared of hurting you though I know that I am hurting you already.
Please understand me; please leave me.
Those eyes…
Please don’t…
Please don’t lock those eyes with mine…
I cannot survive…

Please don’t wait for me…
I am selfish and I might never change…
May be I can never overcome my fears…

Please don’t love me so much…
Please pardon me…

Please don’t hate me….

8 comments:

  1. Sometimes a person's feelings can really be conflicted.

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  2. But you are worth it all darling and Love cannot be escaped.
    This was lovely.

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    1. I am glad that you liked it.
      Thanks!!!

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  3. Yes contradicting emotions. isn't it so ?

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  4. somehow reminds me of a verse in a song.. perhaps something the guy would reply with..
    "..waise tho teri naa mae bhi maine dhoondlee apni khusi
    Tu jo agar haan kahae tho baath hogi aur hee.."

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    1. Aha! Interesting.
      Thanks Kannappa :)

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