I can’t tell you want I want
Because
I know that you know it already.
I know that you can understand my silence
And hear my heartbeat.
I know that you can decipher my expressions
And rightly interpret the unsaid.
I am sure that you know what I want;
And that I try to sustain you.
You know everything.
I know that you are ignoring what I want
But, for how long, I want to ask
Yet, words fail me because I know….
I know that you can’t avoid it forever.
I know that you have to face it someday
And I hope that day dawns soon
Please understand that I can’t share you
I can’t even imagine that; it’s painful
You have never hurt me,
Then why now or ever; I want to ask
I want to ask you to think
Beyond the inhibitions and resistance
Can you think about me; about us?
I wish you don’t fail me; fail us
I want to ask you all this
But, I won’t!
Because
I know that you know it already.
I know that you can understand my silence
And hear my heartbeat.
ugh. so hard...relationships...love...and communication...
ReplyDeletei think i would take the risk and say it...because we can assume they know
but perhaps they are waiting to make that first move as well
and then if no one does...where do we all end up?
May be one move could ruin it all!
DeleteThanks Brian :)
What a wonderful poem Locomente ... long poems aren't really my "cup of tea" to write, but I love reading them. Thank you for visiting Carpe Diem Haiku Kai ... and those 32 watches? Well .... I would say keep them, to know the time is nothing wrong with.
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot...
DeleteFor the comment and visiting my site :)
oh...communication gap is so dangerous...nicely woven Satya :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Sumana :)
DeleteIt is so hard when two people don't seem to be on the same wavelength as far as what they want, need, or expect. Your words conveyed a difficult situation well.
ReplyDeleteGlad that you liked it..
DeleteThanks Mary :)
Silence -- that understood or perceived understood can be the most damaging... sometimes it's better to speak up... men are more stupid than you might think.
ReplyDeleteHa ha...
DeleteI agree! Men can be stupid; confused rather!
I missed you and all your heartbreaks... looking forward to words that will express your escape. Meaning...you do express yourself very well and artistically... even if it in a tea cup :-)
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Thanks a lot Garon..
DeleteYour words are truly motivating!
can relate so much .. nicely expressed thoughts and a the last two lines are beautiful!
ReplyDeleteThanks Natasa :)
Deletean open communication is the best thing in a relationship...nice lines..liked it :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Arathi :)
DeleteNice use of repetition.
ReplyDeleteThanks... :)
DeleteGlad that you noticed it!