As
if there is no light
And
no hope
She
sighed
And
gazed through the glass window
Smiles
greeted her
Laughter
echoed around her
But
she was alone
Tears
had drained long before
She
was fuming within
Her
kohl-lined eyes reflected her agony
She
had dreams
Umpteen
actually
Dreams
of flying high
Embracing
success and feeling blissful
But
that seemed like a dream within a dream
Love
and happiness seemed fictitious to her
Never
in her life did she imagined
Yes!
Never once she imagined
That
the biggest and only dream that came true sometime before would immerse her
into anguish
The
pain was intolerable
There
was no wounds; no scars.
Mere
pain; as if a knot was detangling itself within the depths of your stomach. In
such a scenario, how would you address that pain?
She
wanted to scream at someone
But
there was no one hear
She
wanted to cry her heart out
But
no hands to wipe those tears
A
punishment, she concluded.
Her
success was her punishment
That
success for which she burnt mid night’s oil...
That
success for which she pined fanatically
That
success which she thought would put end to her plight – was her punishment
She
marveled at the super-power’s plan
What
a well thought out plan it was!
An
impeccable one
As
if mixing poison in a mouth-watering sweet
As
if giving a slow-poison in the form of a chocolate
As
if giving wings to fly high... Then cutting the wings only to fall miserably
She
smiled...
Her
success was many other’s dream
Her
success was the world’s envy
But
her success was her punishment
The
best laid punishment ever!
that's one hell of a pain and anguish..
ReplyDeleteand I inanely thought, only “love” was capable of inflicting such a level of pain or so I endured..
"Anbirkum undo adaikkuntaal arrvalar Punkaneer pusal tharum"
Nooo...
DeleteLoneliness, success... poverty...
There are many reasons to feel the pain
Often, success may lead to loneliness ... brilliant poem Satya ... one of your bests I would say :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Amrit...
DeleteFor being the constant source of my motivation!
You are welcome :-)
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