What I am
searching for?
What am I
waiting for?
What am I
hoping for?
And what am I
expecting?
I ask myself
But silence
enwraps
I succumb to it
Because it
soothes me
It balms my
pain
And lets me
breath
I feel free.
But those
questions rings always;
In the back of
my mind.
It is still
unanswered
It still
bothers me
And I am still
fighting the demons of past.
I still pine
for those days of innocence
And times of
happiness and love
I still wait
for you
And await to
open the doors of blissfulness
But I also hope
to change’
To distract
myself
And let you go
And let the
life to move on
After all,
I am pining for
that love which does not hurt anymore!
Aha. I love these words. Straight from the heart :)
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot :)
DeleteA perfect love...that we all cherish for.
ReplyDeleteThank you Vandana :)
DeleteI can relate to this so well...
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot :)
DeleteYes, raw and all the more powerful :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Pearl :)
DeleteKeep searching . It will happen!
ReplyDeleteHopefully!!!
DeleteWho says love is all smooth and easy! Far from it! But it makes it all the more interesting. Wonderful write Locomente!
ReplyDeleteHank
Yes... It adds memories and moments to life!
DeleteThanks Hank :)
praying for your heart Locomente. always searching huh? love will find its way to you someday maybe soon.
ReplyDeleteThanks James...
DeleteI hope it finds its way soooooooooooooon :)
the inner turmoil is deeply expressed...
ReplyDeleteThanks Sumana :)
Deletetouching.
ReplyDeleteThank you :)
DeleteIt is hard when love ends and one knows one wants to move on, but there are always the questions....what next, and what do I really want, and how do I find it? As Rallentanda said, it WILL happen.
ReplyDeleteHopeful I am!!!
DeleteThanks Mary :)
and the longer we hold on, the longer the pain will subsist....not the easiest thing to do, but def required for it to stop....
ReplyDeleteDefinitely...
DeleteAgree :)
Yeah, sometimes we in love with an idea of love....and all these questions can have different answers at different times too...~ Thoughtful poem.
ReplyDeleteWell said...
DeleteI completely agree!
Oh I know that feeling - the looking back, yet knowing one has to let go so as to move into a new chapter......very poignantly expressed.
ReplyDeleteThanks Sherry :)
DeleteYes, that which was is hard to let go of.
ReplyDeleteVery hard!
DeleteThank you :)
Ah questions unanswered are the most intriguing maybe if some day we answer them we will know our lives better...
ReplyDeleteIf...
DeleteLife is full of ifs Arushi...
Thank you :)
Hopefully all will come in due time. But meanwhile it is not always easy. Sometimes it is better maybe not to ask too many questions.
ReplyDeleteSorry I did not visit before but I had not realized you were locomente.
I am Locomente...
DeleteThanks Gabriella :)
That is the fine edge of change when the answers really are unknown because your narrator has grown past the innocent and simple answers.
ReplyDeleteSusan, spot on!
DeleteYears that passed took away her innocence too...
Thank you :)